May 24th

Thursday

Everything is exhausting. Making a tuna sandwich is exhausting. I also have a constant jittery feeling, like I'm on too much caffeine. The doctor said that will pass, and he'll change my medicine Tuesday. He's just glad I'm eating well and sleeping through the night. I had lost 12 pounds, and I gained just about every pound back, but it's all fat. Ugh. Whatever. I'm not supposed to worry about petty things like weight, I'm supposed to relax and concentrate on getting mentally healthy, then worry about other things.

A bright spot in my day: I bought a bunch of gray clothes at Old Navy. Gray is my favorite non-color.