May 27th

Sunday

They tell me I'm gonna have good days and bad days. This would qualify as a good day. A good day because I am more coherent and haven't burst into tears or had an argument with anyone. No one really "gets" what's going on in my mind. I am so confused and disoriented most of the time. I keep thinking, "[My name] had a nervous breakdown", but I looked up nervous breakdown in the dictionary and it appears to be a meaningless term, just meaning not being able to function for a period of time.

Please, please let the days get better. I need more energy. I need a longer, more comfortable attention span.