August 7th

Tuesday

I just wanted to take this oppurtunity to say what a HUGE dork I am. When I get nervous, I choke. I was on the phone with an employer from New York, and I HUNG UP ON HER when she asked me a question I couldn't answer right away. Frantic, I scurried to call her back, claiming that we got "disconnected". Who does this?! I do! That's the second time I've hung up on an interview-call when I didn't know what to say. How big of an asshole am I?

I have an interview today with an agency. I need a job so badly, I think I would work for free. I'm home so much, I feel like a loser. For fun, I go to the bathroom. I'm very regular. I'm not kidding.