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Demon-of-Elru
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posted 09-03-2001 21:59     Click Here to See the Profile for Demon-of-Elru   Click Here to Email Demon-of-Elru     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
I got back with her. She is still dating Max.

crush my heart a little more please?

Did you know blood is warm then cools off rapidly? It's weird...

I hate this.

Someone give me lots of drugs and alcohol so that I may overdose and stop getting hurt.

Please?

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Clme
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posted 09-03-2001 22:59     Click Here to See the Profile for Clme   Click Here to Email Clme     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
While alchohol has always been my friend in these situations, I heartily recommend against the whole overdosing thing.

People will look at you and point, while whispering "there's the guy that tried to kill himself with tequila".

...not that I speak from experience, mind you. Now stop whispering!!


Really though, reread the advice posts in the thread you posted before. Much of that advice still applies now.

Self confidence. Its alright to act bashful, but you DO need to feel as though when you are dumped its the girl thats missing out on you, rather than the other way around.


I speak as someone who never had a relationship that lasted more than 3 weeks until I was 19. I just went home, had a good long cry, jerked off, and then never talked to the worthless bitches again.

-Chris

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zaksquatch
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posted 09-04-2001 00:34     Click Here to See the Profile for zaksquatch   Click Here to Email zaksquatch     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Clme:

you DO need to feel as though when you are dumped its the girl thats missing out on you, rather than the other way around.

QUOTE]

Although in this case, it seems to be true, I just wish I could say I had seen more cases of it.

Why do all the nice girls out there date so many losers?

I don't know DoE, people do some fucked up shit just to not be alone. But what clme said about self confidence is dead on.

It doesn't have to be like this, is what you have to realize. Walk away, do what greiving you need to do with whatever substance you see fit. Just short of self destruction, do what you need to do. Then decide what it is you really want, and keep your eyes open for likely subjects.

It's much easier and much harder than it sounds. But make the decision, even if you hate it, because you can't possibly hate that decision more than you hate the current situation.

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jumper42
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posted 09-04-2001 01:58     Click Here to See the Profile for jumper42   Click Here to Email jumper42     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
ok you want your problem solved with this chick? what you need to do is drop some coin on some porn like 5 to 10 mags do it for me cause variety is the key and the best thing about porn it wont leave you, talk bad about you, or brake your heart. then go at it for on all day jerk fest. if that does not make you feel better then go to a strip club with some friends and treat the strippers like shit till you get kicked out. my favorite thing to do to piss them off is to throw the new dollar coin at them or try to put it somewhere then pull on their arm like they are a slot machine, pun intended. that should have you smiling in no time.

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InThrees
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posted 09-04-2001 02:05     Click Here to See the Profile for InThrees   Click Here to Email InThrees     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Yes, what zak said, and then some.

My buddy Caine told me about a conversation he had with Anna (the girl I'm totally nucking futs over) recently. She's involved with some (from what I hear) total deadbeat loser type who has made up several versions of his past to impress her, won't work at being with her, AND, in fact, isn't even in the state, "because he can't find a job here."

Anyway, what Caine said was something he gleaned from his own experience with a failed marriage. (And I suspect he also drew upon his 3 years of psychology credits, too, hahaha)

"If you [the two of you] have shit going on now, you will ALWAYS HAVE THE SAME SHIT GOING ON."

Drawing from this, there are questions you need to ask - hard ones.

"This sucks, and it's not going away. Several months from now, am I going to be ok with this shit?"

"Is this shit going to interfere with the level of peace and comfort I should normally expect from a 'healthy' relationship?"

If you're evaluating your significant other, decide just how uncomfortable the 'shit' makes you - it's not going to change.

Drama drama drama - the less, the better.

Ok, back to thinking about Anna, peace OUT!

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fenomas
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posted 09-04-2001 02:41     Click Here to See the Profile for fenomas   Click Here to Email fenomas     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Count me in. You need to remember that at age 19, *everyone's* fucked up. Including you, and her, and max, whoever that is. You need to concentrate on weathering the storm.

Imagine love was this big baseball season, with a game every week. The problem is, when people start playing at about high-school age, none of them knows the rules or what position to play. So everyone mills around, feeling things out, and what with all the bats, someone's liable to get hurt now and then.

The only thing you should be worrying about is getting through those first couple games. In a couple years, you'll know what's going on, and so will she, and you'll be able to tell a decent girl from a psycho more easily without getting hugely emotionally attached.

But for the time being, if this girl keeps giving you the cleats, then for gods sake move to a different part of the field and find another partner for batting practice.

(if you knew me personally, you'd know that I pride myself greatly on my analogies)

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psyci
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posted 09-04-2001 10:42     Click Here to See the Profile for psyci     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
The advice everyone's been giving seems pretty good, but it's all on the same lines... I would suggest following their advice, but that's not the only answer.

So here's some more:

Learn Buddhism. Just the basics, you don't need to run off and join the local monestary. You're suffering now because you believe in a world where people make wise choices, and where good people are rewarded accordingly. This doesn't happen. You feel pain not because the world is like this, but because you are attached to these ideals. Release your desires, and you will feel no suffering.

OR

Try to come to grips with the idea that your life is not important. You're not special, you're not unique, and someday, you're going to die - and when you do, your life will most likely have an inconsequential impact on the world. If you do that, you can stop worrying about everything - just let go. Enjoy every moment of your life, and never ever worry about getting hurt. When you do get hurt, it doesn't matter, and you can go on and continue to enjoy every second. (Note: this is a tough one... if you get it wrong, you're going to be terribly depressed. If you get it right, then it's very, very liberating.) (And yes, it does sound like Fight Club. But it does work.)

OR

Live to serve. Forget about your own enjoyment and pleasure, do what you can to help her with her life. Remember that other people have problems, and they're all hurting. So do what you can for them, and anything you they do to hurt you, it's just part of their own pain; love them for what they are, and never reflect their pain back at them by getting angry or mad or down. There's immense happiness in a life of service, it's different than a life of pleasure, but it's still very good.

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Just some ideas. I can probably throw out a few more if you're interested.

They're extremely tough to get in your head properly, and I'd recommend following other people's advice first. But experience has taught me that sometimes advice doesn't work, and it's best to take a different approach.

And again, there are more answers if you search for them.

-Psy

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Demon-of-Elru
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posted 09-04-2001 12:30     Click Here to See the Profile for Demon-of-Elru   Click Here to Email Demon-of-Elru     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
right now i have slunk back into my 'i am less than dirt' mindset. i feel i am of no importance, i am here merely to make others happy and to experience pain. i feel like i am a toy to be used by everyone. no matter how nice i am, i get nothing good in life, so fuck it. i hate mostly everything and everyone i see for one reason or another. i wish ww3 would start tomorrow so i would watch the world die. i am close to just not caring anymore. i could act all nice and tell her i still love her, meet her, fuck her a few times, then say i used her. maybe then she will feel what i feel. the golden rule.

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Jimbo
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posted 09-04-2001 13:11     Click Here to See the Profile for Jimbo   Click Here to Email Jimbo     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by psyci:
Live to serve. Forget about your own enjoyment and pleasure, do what you can to help her with her life. Remember that other people have problems, and they're all hurting. So do what you can for them, and anything you they do to hurt you, it's just part of their own pain; love them for what they are, and never reflect their pain back at them by getting angry or mad or down.

Do not attempt to fuck her if you take this route.

Trust me on this one.

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psyci
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posted 09-04-2001 15:15     Click Here to See the Profile for psyci     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Jimbo: Heh, yeah, that too.

Demon: If there is a meaning to life, I do not know it; I doubt you or I ever will, and I'm guessing nobody around you is going to find it either. Simply put, there's no way anyone can determine if any revelation they have is *the* meaning of life; therefore we'll never know it.

That said, nobody - including you - knows if any of us has any real importance in life. Maybe you are, maybe you aren't, but you'll never know, and nor will anyone else. Anytime you tell yourself you're a good or bad person, you're just making it up, anyway. So don't worry about it, ever.

Nobody around you is going to come to make you happy; no more than you're expected to make others happy. You have to find your own happiness in others. You interpret the actions of others to bring you happiness; it doesn't matter what they do, only your interpretation matters. You have to learn to interpret life differently. It's not easy, and it's going to take a very long time.

Stop trying to salvage the situation; you're not ready anyway. Take a year off, meditate, observe, be quiet, and turn your thoughts inward. You'll find answers. Not all of them, of course. But some.

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Demon-of-Elru
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posted 09-04-2001 20:04     Click Here to See the Profile for Demon-of-Elru   Click Here to Email Demon-of-Elru     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Jimbo - I don't think I could just fuck her... I don't care if she was naked infront of me after slipping me some E or whatever, I still wouldn't be able too... I'm so against that...

Psyci - I don't know what it is with her. Everytime I talk to her, I am happy... then she crushes me... then we talk, and I'm happier than I was before... that cycle has happened twice in the last week or so. I mean... she's said.. "I love you" to me... that blew me away. Me... having someone say that... to me! My whole life... girls... haven't spoken to me. Much, anyways. Danyel said, "Want to fuck?" and Jessica said, "Matt, you scare me." but Kendra.... "I love you" .... I can't just give up on that..

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psyci
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posted 09-04-2001 21:03     Click Here to See the Profile for psyci     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
You think she's mentally mature enough to give real love? For that matter, do you think you are?

Go research. Specifically, research Maslow's theories on self-actualization. http://www.performance-unlimited.com/samain.htm wouldn't be a terrible place to start. I've heard it said that one can't feel true love until they are self-actualized. "True" in this sense would mean "unconditional," but it still applies. Until you reach this stage your life will feel like it is missing something. Most people never reach it because they don't spend enough time thinking.

Maslow says the way to self-actualization is through self-exploration. It does work if you give it time. Observe people, think about your own behavior, try to figure life out. Research different ways of life online; learning the basics of several religions might be a good idea (specifically, buddhism is a great start). But you're going to have to work. Don't expect life to be all good right now. Give it time.

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Jimbo
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posted 09-04-2001 21:13     Click Here to See the Profile for Jimbo   Click Here to Email Jimbo     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Demon-of-Elru:
Jimbo - I don't think I could just fuck her... I don't care if she was naked infront of me after slipping me some E or whatever, I still wouldn't be able too... I'm so against that...

Let me clarify that a little further - if you take the "just trying to make her life better even at expense of self route", do not attempt to:

1. fuck her
2. put your tongue in her mouth
3. make sweet, sweet passionate love to her
4. spank her like daddy's bad little girl
5. ever touch her in any deliberately erotic way for any reason, purpose, shape or form with or without emotional involvement

Again, trust me on this one. Yeah, I've gone the "I'll just be there for her even if she is living her life like a retard" route myself - on more than one occasion - and I learned the hard way: you can do that, but DON'T try to get romantic while doing it. If you go that route, YOU ARE JUST FRIENDS.

Of course you'll ignore me and get all head over heels for her while catering to her every fucked-up need that she creates for herself anyway, just like I did in days gone by. But 1. you'll regret it, and 2. I'll get to say "I told you so."

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zaksquatch
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posted 09-04-2001 23:25     Click Here to See the Profile for zaksquatch   Click Here to Email zaksquatch     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Yah, what psyci and Jimbo said. ARGH! I hoped I would never have to say that.

But consider what Jimbo said first, since that is the issue of immediate importance.

What psyci is talking about is pretty damn important as well.

If you don't think you are focused enough or interested in pschological texts or self help books, take a look at Hermann Hesse.

He's a guy who wrote in Germany (I think) in the early 1900's. He also was the first European writer to bring eastern thinking to the West. Or the first major one at least, who wrote fiction.

He wrote Siddhartha and The Journey to the East, among others.

What psyci said

quote:
Maslow says the way to self-actualization is through self-exploration. It does work if you give it time. Observe people, think about your own behavior, try to figure life out.
is very true. It is also the basic learning principle in Zen thought. Learn from your own mistakes. Watch others, and learn from their mistakes too. That way, you don't have to repeat your own mistakes, and avoid making others by not repeating someone elses mistakes.

You get the idea. Point being, you could use the distraction of an intersting book. It could give you something to think about instead of contemplating the benefits of clawing out your own eyes.

Take accountability for your own actions, and that includes the act of letting other people fuck with your life. Because if you let them, you are a willing participant.

Pick up a Hesse book, or I am sure psyci could suggest something. If you lived in San Francisco, I would loan you one of my books.

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Demon-of-Elru
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posted 09-05-2001 00:40     Click Here to See the Profile for Demon-of-Elru   Click Here to Email Demon-of-Elru     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
I was Catholic for the first 15 years of my life. I spent 10 years in Catholic schools. I know that religion somewhat well [ though around age 13 I started to get sick of thier shit ] I know a little about the Mormon religion. I do know some things about the Jewish religion, Kabbalah, specifically. I found this great book by Colin Low online [ in txt form ] about Kabbalah. It's really interesting. The main thing of Kabbalah is the Sephirothic System. It's comprised of 10 Sephirot/Sephira [ Sephiroth in plural form ] which are the basics of life. These came into existance from the Lightning Bolt, which emminated from Ein Sof [ God ]. The interesting thing though, is that it can be interpreted in many ways. Colin Low interprets it as a way to better understand yourself and God. He calls all the Sephirot something different. Starting with Sephirot 1 [ Keter ]and working down in a lightning bolt path [ diagonal right, across, diagnol right, across, twice more, then down once ] You have these :

First Principle of Consciousness
Raw Energy/Force
Capacity to Take Form
[ Abyss ]
Creation of Form
Destruction of Form
Consciousness of Consciousness
Consciousness of Energy/Form
Consciousness of Form
Consciousness of the World
Matter of the World

The Abyss is the bridge between what we know and what we don't know [ God ] The first 3 Sephiroth are the most holy Sephiroth, I guess you could say.

Interesting stuff... then of course, I made my own belief system. Not a religion, just a system, since everyone has to believe in something. I'm not sure if there are any religions that have this or not... but if there are, tell me? I do know some things are drawn from religions, but am unsure if there is a religion with this exact belief.

I believe that the body is just a vessel, and the actual person is the soul. The soul is energy on which the events of life are imprinted upon. When we die, the soul leaves and finds another body, once that is found, the soul is wiped clean, and the former impressions are pooled into the collective unconscious.

Simple so far.

The vessel, powered by the soul, creates willpower. This willpower can be used in many ways. If the willpower and belief is strong enough, the vessel and soul can 'copy' the life at the moment of death. A copy stays on the soul and the original is pooled. Depending on how much willpower and belief is there, determines the amount of memory will be remembered in the new life.

Souls inhabit everything alive. This is the part I haven't quite figured out yet though... Soul Mates. I believe there is an equal number of lifeforms on the planet. When you find your soul mate, you will have found the person [ or previous thing ] that you have always been destined to be with, from the start of life. Two souls linked.

That is what I currently believe, I am still updating and revising it though... I'm not fully satisfied with it :\ This is why I am so into keeping Kendra. I first met her, and it was just like there was a connection. What re-inforced that though, was how she said she felt all deja vuy around me and stuff. About how I spoke to her, about the things I said, and about how I acted. She felt as ease with me, like she had known me for a long time, and I felt comfortable around her. That is strange for me since I have had virtually no female contact, and when I do, I act all stupid and stuff cuz I'm not used to it :\ Sad I am, no?

Anyways... ummm... yea? Oh yea, back to the real reason for this post :

Pysci - I'm not sure on either of them. But I know I feel something for her. Something I've felt for other girls, but on a much grander scale. For the most part, the only thing I feel is missing is love.

Jimbo - Ahhhh ok. Don't worry... I'm too shy to even hug her anyways. Catering for every fucked up need she creates is good for me... after all, I am here to make others happy :P

Zaksquatch - Oh I learn plenty. That's all I do, I'm such a fucking dork it isn't even funny. Hell, I have 2000+ pages about the Rosicrucians, many of Aliester Crowley's Libers and books, a few works from Alice Baily and Djwhal Khul on Esoteric Philosphy, the Corpus Hermeticum, many things on Kabbalah, this spiffy thing [ which I am -trying- to understand ] on a new hypothesis on the mechanism for gravity [ oy! gravitons! singularities! oy! ] and recently found this theory about the Holographic Universe [ Alain Aspect found that under some conidition, sub-atomic particles like electrons can instantaneously communicate with each other no matter the distance. This completely goes against Einstein's theory that no communication can be faster than the speed of light. David Bohm believes the reason why they can communicate with each other instantaneously is because the universe is nothing but a hologram, with the real thing being in a deeper level of reality attatched to the same "something." Since a hologram is just a 3-D picture in which every bit of it contains the whole. ]

So, what books do you prefer? No matter how dorky this is, I wanna read something about genetics or physics or quantam mechanics. Got anything like that?

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marcel
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posted 09-05-2001 04:20     Click Here to See the Profile for marcel     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Jimbo:
Of course you'll ignore me and get all head over heels for her while catering to her every fucked-up need that she creates for herself.

quote:
Originally posted by Marcel (different thread):

spend some time finding out what makes YOU happy and persue that, before you get into a relationship. Else you will turn out to be just another care taker, THAT would be a shame.

Do you REALLY want to continue to be a doormat for this girl (or ANYONE else) for that matter?

You HAVE the ability to get this person out of your head, OR you can just sit in your own shit (it seems you PREFER the latter).

Seems as though you expect to be shit on.
Be kind to yourself, let this go.
If you had a friend in this situation what would you recommend to him?

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Amazon

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posted 09-05-2001 05:49     Click Here to See the Profile for Amazon   Click Here to Email Amazon     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
As I said in my private letter to you... FORGET HER! You will be her "doormat" for as long as she can get away with it.
Now, as a woman, I am telling you to screw her if she offers, then don't call her.
Screw somebody else without emotional attachment.
Or not. It's still your decision, but I say go for it ONLY if you are comfortable enough.

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psyci
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posted 09-05-2001 08:27     Click Here to See the Profile for psyci     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
“But I don’t want to be among mad people,” Alice remarked.
“Oh, you can’t help that, said the Cat: “we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad.”
“How do you know I’m mad?” said Alice.
“You must be,” said the Cat, “or you wouldn’t have come here.”
-Alice in Wonderland

Little quote I like.

It's good to have your own belief system, but there are others.

Try this: take a respected philosophy. Try Buddhism, or read Nietsche, or something. The philosophy is always right, if you don't agree with it, then you must be in error.

You don't have to agree with the philosophy forever. But to learn to live by it, you have to believe, you have to accept the possibility that it is correct. And don't let your own belief system get in the way. When you learn to do this, the philosophies begin to help you.

Essentially, you learn several different belief systems. There is stuff in every major philosophy that will help you with your life, you just have to accept them. I can explain my life in terms of Christianity, Buddhism, classic psychology, and Psy (my own original belief system, which evolved like yours did), and I still follow all of them. It's quite possible to hold and benefit from multiple belief systems.

So again, go educate yourself.

The Consolations of Philosophy by Alain De Botton is a great intro; if you want stuff on genetics and stuff, the part about Schopenhauer might be good for you; that on Seneca also seems to apply. But the whole book is a great way to start learning belief systems.

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fenomas
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posted 09-05-2001 22:29     Click Here to See the Profile for fenomas   Click Here to Email fenomas     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Demon-

You keep impressing me as smarter than I thought. Creating your own belief system is a great idea. The rule is never stop amending it. If you finally "figure it out," you're missing the point.

I figured out what you need to read. You need to read books by Raymond Chandler, a detective writer from the forites, and one of the best writers of the 20th century, often considered the poet laureate of Los Angeles. It's okay if you don't like detective novels much, neither do I. But Chandler's books are much more about the individual and society. You need to understand that to impose some semblance of order on your life, it's perfectly legal to make your own set of rules and live by them. Chandler showed that a man can be honorable in a dishonorable world by refusing to live by the rules the world sets for him.
Thus, when some random chick comes along with "I'm hurt and needy, sacrifice yourself for me", its perfectly valid to consider a moment and say, "Nope, that's not who I am- that isn't the way I live. What I'll do is blah blah blah, by doing which I'll become more like the person I want to be."

Or something.

Read "The Big Sleep" first. Pay close attention to what Marlowe says about the knight in the stained glass window in the first chapter. Also to what he says about the chess problem right after he kicks Carmen out, about half way through. Those two bits define much of the theme of the book.

-fen

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Demon-of-Elru
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posted 09-05-2001 22:44     Click Here to See the Profile for Demon-of-Elru   Click Here to Email Demon-of-Elru     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Marcel - Actually... now I want to be her doormat... because a certain something has been thrown into the mix

Amazon - Oh we shall see

Pysci - yes, once I get cash I'll start checking out some Buddhism books.

Fenomas - I know... eh? It scares me, how I can act like a complete fucking moron and an idiot, unworthy of life, then just bust out the smart side :D My friend wants to have a deep conversation with that side, but I keep pissing him off by acting stupid :P Bwa ha ha! That is a valid point about figuring it out. I'll go and check out some of his books next time I get cash.

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fenomas
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posted 09-06-2001 03:28     Click Here to See the Profile for fenomas   Click Here to Email fenomas     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
One thing about famous writers from the forties, is, their books are in the library, dude.

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jumper42
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posted 09-06-2001 03:45     Click Here to See the Profile for jumper42   Click Here to Email jumper42     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
demon you are making me sick with your dumb attitude. she keeps you around cause you boost her ego while she whipes her feet on you. i think you should change your name to demon-of-doormats. as soon as something better walks by you will be posting again "why am i such a fool to fall for it again." then the new guy will find that this girl is a loon and loves drama and leave her when she will return to you to boost her ego once again. if she ever offers to give you a piece i hope you pound her in the ass and make her feel physicaly how you feel emotionally. $5 says you wont be the first guy "there" either.

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marcel
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posted 09-06-2001 04:35     Click Here to See the Profile for marcel     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Demon-of-Elru:
Marcel - Actually... now I want to be her doormat...

The Law of Nature: Life is a brainless struggle, and "the
Meek" will jabber and die like brain-damaged rats in a maze, long
before they will ever have time to even think about inheriting the
goddamn Earth.

-HST

Meek = DOE

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Amazon

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posted 09-06-2001 05:36     Click Here to See the Profile for Amazon   Click Here to Email Amazon     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Marcel--- good call...

Jumper--- calling DoE Having a dumb attitude was totally uncalled for. DoE is young and still new at this thing called "real life". (Mind you, I am ONLY critisizing (spelling?) you, NOT jumping down your throat.)

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Demon-of-Elru
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posted 09-06-2001 06:42     Click Here to See the Profile for Demon-of-Elru   Click Here to Email Demon-of-Elru     Edit/Delete Message Reply w/Quote
Jumper - that's ok... because... omfg ::gasp:: I'm not special in the least! So merely having her is golden to me. Plus, I have that whole "must make everyone happy" thing, so it's not like I mind or anything. And and AND... I'm too tired to make sense -.-

Marcel - if you only knew my reasons for wanting that... ::le sigh::

Amazon - It's ok, like I mentioned w-a-y back when... I never really knew the world until I was 16 cuz my parents were over protective and only let me goto school and stay in this tiny neighborhood :\ So Really, I've only been in the world for almost 3 years.

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