posted 10-28-2001 01:49            

But.. Today I found one that I do not think will get better with time.

While browsing a file sharing engine in search of more "old-cronie" rock (some old queen song) I came across a gem called "Nazi Joy camp" or something similar. It was a fucking TEXT file.

Well... I was curious and read the description of it. I couldn't believe it so I downloaded it. I read the first page and promptly got sick. Deleted soon after.

It was worse than any sort of dog/rape/bondage/pedo/necro/etc shit I've ever seen (up to and including "dark spectres page"). I didnt' actually feel physically sick, but rather more of a mental depression.

I tried to get the disturbing images out of my head, even rinsed with bullets and saline solution. Nothing worked, and I only had to clean whats left of my brains off of the bedroom wall.

Eli Weisel would be rolling over in his grave, if he was dead.

Funny thing is... even NECRO/POOP themes dont bother me this much.

Hrm.

I suppose everyone has at least one thing they absolutely cannot view without getting sick no matter what. Can anyone else give examples? ep-sample.avi doesnt' count.

please oh please let this be an isolated occurance and let me go back to just laughing at people getting sick at goatse.cx.

posted 10-31-2001 23:01            

By the by, what would be so interesting about Nazi "Lets xxxxxxxxx and see what happens" that it required downloading.

posted 11-01-2001 07:00            

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It was worse than any sort of dog/rape/bondage/pedo/necro/etc shit I've ever seen (up to and including "dark spectres page"). I didnt' actually feel physically sick, but rather more of a mental depression.

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Felt the same way after reading Apt Pupil by Stephen King when I was in 6th grade. It was one of the 4 novelas in his Differrent Seasons book, which also included two great reads, The Body (aka: Stand By Me), and another one you may know from the movies, Rita Hayworth and the Shawshank Redemption.

Apt Pupil was also about Nazi concentration camp stuff, and my first exposure to how far people could go in objectifying people and denying their humanity.

...And then I met Marcel...