Wah - getting dumped sucks
Not posting here for years makes this feel like I'm being all needy and shit ... I guess I probably am.
I divorced my wife of 13 years last fall. Then fell right into another relationship faster than was healthy. Got really deep really fast and then she dumped me about 6 weeks ago. I'm getting through it but man ... that fantasy was so goddamn good and it's hard to let go of what I had planned for my future. Stupid brain doesn't like letting go of shit.
Wah. Wah. I don't know what inspired me to whine to you poor lot ... I'm gonna call it part of my grieving process, I guess.
I think my main motivation isn't so much for attention - I've left the places I used to hang out in where I met her because those places just feel awkward now. I'm having a bit of a struggle for "recreational online activity" - you know like ... I'm missing a community for just random blabbering now or something. There's nowhere to go when I'm bored anymore ... maybe I can rekindle some PenIs love.
I'm really out of practice with getting dumped, lol.